- Mood:
Sadness - Listening to: Innocent Sorrow - Abingdon Boys School
- Reading: Sweet Blood
- Watching: Kung Fu Panda
- Eating: KFC
- Drinking: Sprite
In a few weeks, I'll be graduating from High School and I've been thinking about a lot of things but, one thing has been in the back of my mind for a while. My freshman year of high school, I thought I was the only kid there that had even known what Animé was. After a few weeks I realized I was wrong. There were actually a few Animé fans at our school. One thing though. They were all Goths. Now it's not that I have a problem with Goths, as a matter of fact I love them, but at the time I'd never seen one before except for on television. I remembered that the Goth kids hung out at the school court yard during lunch. I wanted to go out and talk to them but they looked so intimidating all in a group like that so, I decided just to leave the matter be. One day before school I snuck into the school's library to read some of my manga. The teachers at my school are so strict about reading in class so I had to do it some way. I was right in the middle of Yu-Gi-Oh Volume 7 when I heard a chuckling sound above me. I looked up to see one of the Goth kids (I found out later his name was Jonathon) looking down at me smiling. I was thinking "Oh $#!% I'm in trouble." But he just smiled and said "Yu-Gi-Oh huh? I forgot they had a manga for that show." I just nodded. "So you duel?" he asked me. I shrugged and said "Occasionally, nobody seems to want to duel anymore." He laughed and said "I hear that." We had an hour long convo about Yu-Gi-Oh. Then the bell rung and we had to go to class. Before we parted ways, he invited me to hang out with him and his friends at lunch. And the rest was history. For that year I finally had found a group or a Clique to hang out with. (Did I spell that right?) But then, the end of the year came, and unfortunately for me, all of my friends just happened to be seniors. We hung out a lot that summer but, when they all went to college we didn't talk as often as we used to. And, when school started I was alone again. Until that is, I saw a kid named Josh reading a Shonen Jump magazine. Then, just like Jonathon before me, I invited the kid into my world. Since then I have introduced over 29 kids into the world of Animé. (Yes I've kept track lol.) And now, it's my turn to graduate and I feel like I'm leaving them behind. We've gotten so close over the past few years and I'm not sure I want to let them go. With me going to college it's going to be hard for us hang out and stuff as much as we used to. Over the past few days, almost every day they tell me how much they are going to miss me. I know I'm going to miss them too but every time they say it makes me sadder and sadder. It's like a sensei leaving his/her pupils when there is nothing left to be taught to them. Like on Kung Fu Panda. I guess I'll find some way to get through this battle.
Devious Comments
Graduating from high school can be a pretty scary thing, when all you've ever really known is school and you wonder what you are supposed to do next. The world may seem frightening, but it's also full of great possibilities and oppertunities just waiting for you to grab onto, and you can still share these great experiances with your friends. You may not be in school with them anymore, but you can still e-mail, call on the phone, write letters, etc.
Remember this: your friends are closer than you think, as you always carry them in your heart.
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